We Thought We Knew It All. At First.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

My gratitude to my Lord. Maybe I do miss my mom a little. Or maybe a little more than a little. Or maybe much more. I had a proper conversation with her today, after a merajuk strike from her. hehe.. sth I did.

Last summer was my first time to witness a spontaneous a vaginal delivery. Yea big drama when I fainted for that. When I got home during the puasa, my mum came and hugged me, she laid by my side on the bed, and said sth like, 'now you know how hard is it to give birth. and I know you'll be nice to me for the next few days' =p hah, she knew it. She knew what I was thinking exactly. Because when I came home, I only told my parents how I fainted, did not mention anything about what I felt or what came to mind afterwards. How did she manage to pop out 8 healthy kids, thats sth I would admire. The power thats been given to super-moms all around the world. Maybe I do sometimes blame her when we had our disagreements. And she had always told me that her past was worse, that she's now a pretty much a better version of her, given what she had. Well that's true. It's hard to become optimistic after you went thru a lot of struggles. Keeping hopes up and faith strong are real tasks. 

For the past a couple of years, I kept pointing out her mistakes. What she should or shouldn't have done. How I could be a better person if she did what I thot she should. Then a friend reminded me, that we could not keep blaming our parents, because they have done a lot more than we could actually imagine. At first I thot 'well thats pretty much the parents' job, they opt for parenting, they should do it nicely'. But then again, we are humans. Back to basics. It's easy to blame others when you can actually be the change you wanna see happen. As what my dad always said, 'You don't need to have the urge to change people. It's not your job. It's God's job'. 

 So thats it. I have faith in God, in my parents, in my husband, in my family as a whole. I have high hopes for them. May Allah grant us jannah and keep us away from the hellfire.  

I'm flattered that mom already bought me the kain baju kurung for my graduation. She always makes sure I have really nice clothes to wear for every occasion. Hmm also she thot I went merajuk when she bought sth fancy for my bro's gf. Well thats another story. 

Sth sweet she did during my last birthday. She knocked on the door, and gave me roses. And she even made the decoration herself, because she said the florist was charging too much. Haha how sweet, always complaining about how certain things are overpriced. Ayat fav, 'kalau buat sendiri ni murah je'. ;) 

Good things always happen I things are going good with mom. And bad things always happen when things are not going great btwn me n mom. Hah, that's God's job. 

Alhamdulillah I received a good news today. For the first time for such a news. Only gratitude to Allah. 

Special thanks to my beloved husband for always keeping me calm during the stormy weather. I appreciate you in all the different ways I could never tell. I love you so, so, so much! 
(eceh, buat ucapan mcm mnang oscar plak :p)

Blaja plak!

Things left unsaid

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

So here's the update. I was trying to get back to blogging again but I couldn't do it at first! It took me a while just to figure out how to create a post. *sigh*
I'm sooo out-dated in this blogging thing that I couldn't even find the sign in bar or anything. Or is it because of the layout that caused the problem. So after a few godek-godek here and there, here I am again =)

And why do I decide to start writing again. Sure one thing is that I'm not the consistent type in doing anything. So bersemangat at first and everything will go down the drain and I will pick them up again after a while. Arr~

Another thing is, because of the subject Clinical Biochemistry. Yea, does not sound related. Believe me, it was one of the triggers. I was in class on Monday when the subject first started to roll, and guess what, the lecture got so boring (yup, shud've guessed that folks) and I got my phone in hands and it hit me to check on my blog that's been left untouched for a year now. I re-read some of the posts and it occurred to me that I might have forgotten all about the stuff if I never wrote them in the first place.

Every post has a story behind it. And when I looked at all the pictures again, they remind me so much of the good and fun stuff I had in the last few years. So much for reminiscing, eh? Well it's a sign of ageing you know. 

I read this one old post and I saw the picture of me with the sad face and the entry was about me complaining how hard the day has been, how hard was the test, (and I think I failed. hahaha), and hungry I was, how I was stood up by a friend, bla3.. all the bad stuff. But then I remembered, one thing I did not mention about in the blog was, it was that very evening, in Old Town Square, near the Astronomical clock, (all the dramas need good settings right?),  that I told a friend, 'He's the one'. Even thou I did not get a good reply from that friend of mine, (by good I mean sth like 'congratulations' or 'I wish you the best' or anything pleasing to the ears =p), I was pretty much confident at that time. That friend told me that it was too early to jump into anything, or maybe I was too fragile or anything. But then my reply was sth like, 'You could say anything you want, but I know he's the one'. 
Looking back, I know I still don't regret what I said. And now that 'one' person has become an awesome, awesome husband of mine =) and I wanna write this down because I will, want to be the in the future and re-read this and smile. One of the things I'm glad I did. 

So much for sharing a love story. Haha.. Well it's because I've decided to focus on the pretty things that's happening or have happened in my life. I is trying. Chase away all the bad or negative thoughts that will only gimme headaches. See, I even write that one small so that I don't have to focus on them. Haha. I is trying still. 

Public Health state exam is tomorrow. *freaking out begins as I haven't finished studying the first round*

Thats for now. A long one.

Me, My Husband and food go well together. Taken from our honeymoon in Venice, A lunch at the Grand Canal

weeehuuu!!

it's already December aaaandd, I do not have any entries for 2011. heuhh..

so, here's one (^_~)

this is my fav song during last summer. the most beautiful summer of my life so far <3

oh, and yeah, the very first post as a married woman (^^,)v

My sweetie =)

Home is nice and warm, or hot sometimes :P

The air-conditioner dries out my skin. hais.. I wonder how Syarafi can sleep in the cold temperature without a blanket. Budak kecik ni mengalahkan I pulak.. Sometimes I feel like I cannot stand the coldness from the air-cond. Aaa.. The freaking freezing winter in Prague is really a torture. =( (tiba2 teringat winter yang sangat hebat! aaa..)

I slept for 12 hours yesterday. At about 9 am or so, my youngest brother came into my room and made a sound, 'kok kerekk kokk'.. bunyi ayam kejut pagi2. Haiyo!!

Then this morning, he asked me, 'dah berapa hari kakak tak tido? ni bangun lambat' (x_x)

(did u not have sleep in days? why wake up so late) =P ! he said that with a very sweet face and soft voice, and had a very innocent look! hahaa.. I love him.

tp, oh, budak 4taun ni, nak kena ketuk kepala.. hahaa..

He wakes up really early in the morning. At about 7am, he's already up and energetic.

Oh, I remember the first day I got home, I arrived at about 12.30am that night. Syarafi woke up and stayed up until about 5 in the morning! Cool la u boy.

I think I learn alot from this young boy. Too many to mention.

Remember when we were young, the adults taught us the do's and don'ts, good things and bad things in life, how we should behave, etc~

But as we grow up, we forget all those values in life. And sometimes these little kids somehow teach us or remind us what we forget =)

There are blessings all around us. In everything that we see, every single thing that happens. Either in disguise, or they are right there before our eyes.

Happy Ramadhan to all Muslims (^^,)
Have a good day to non Muslims too!

May the future bring a brighter day, The end of our wait

Salam and good day everyone ('',)

and Happy Friday to my Muslim friends.

I'm not good in any sorts of writing, so I'll just be sharing videos. ^^,

Look into my eyes
Tell me what ya see
U don't see a damn thing
Cuz u can't relate to me

U blinded by our differences
My life makes no sense to u
I'm the persecuted one
U the red, white and blue

Each day u wake in tranquility
No fears to cross your eyes
Each day I wake in gratitude
Thankin' God He let me rise

Ya worry 'bout your education
And the bills u have to pay
I worry 'bout my vulnerable life
And if I'll survive another day

Ya biggest fear is getting a ticket
As ya cruise your Cadillac
My fear is that the tank that's just left
Will turn around and come back

Yet do u know the truth of where ya money goes
Do u let the media deceive your mind
Is this a truth that nobody knows
Has our world gone all blind
Yet do u know the truth of where ya money goes
Do u let the media deceive your mind
Is this a truth that nobody knows
Some one tell me

Oh let's not cry tonight
I promise you one day it's through
Ohohoh my brothers
Ohohoh my sisters

Oh shine a light for every soul
That ain't with us no more
Ohohoh my brothers
Ohohoh my sisters

See I've known terror for quite some times
57 years so cruel
Terror breathes the air I breathe
It's the check point on my way to school

Terror is the robbery of my land
And the torture of my mother
The imprisonment of my innocent father
The bullet in my baby brother

The bulldozers and the tanks
The gasses and the guns
The bombs that fall outside my door
All due to your funds

You blame me for defending myself
Against the ways of my enemies
I'm terrorized in my own land
And I'm the terrorist

Yet do u know the truth of where ya money goes
Do u let the media deceive your mind
Is this a truth that nobody knows
Has our world gone all blind
Yet do u know the truth of where ya money goes
Do u let the media deceive your mind
Is this a truth that nobody knows
Some one tell me

Oh let's not cry tonight
I promise you one day it's through
Ohohoh my brothers
Ohohoh my sisters

Oh shine a light for every soul
That ain't with us no more
Ohohoh my brothers
Ohohoh my sisters

American do ya realize
That the taxes that u pay
Feed the forces that traumatize
My every living day

So if I won't be here tomorrow
It's written in my fate
May the future bring a brighter day
The end of our wait

Oh let's not cry tonight
I promise you one day it's through
Ohohoh my brothers
Ohohoh my sisters

Oh shine a light for every soul
That ain't with us no more
Ohohoh my brothers
Ohohoh my sisters

I have to admit that what is happening now in Palestine is a part of our fault - the Muslims, we ourselves.

We gave room for the Israeli to take advantage, and so they did.

And can we blame ourselves for not being strong?

Yes we can.

Because according to the history, we were once strong and we (our ancestors) did dominate the world.

If Salahuddin al-Ayyubi were to see that we are not being the successors to defend Baitul Maqdis that he once conquered,

he must be really, really disappointed.

The situation is unbearable.

May Allah bless all the people that have made an effort to bring peace once again to the sacred land.

In the name of humanity, every human deserves a shelter and a place call home.

Teeny tiny technical problem

Dear friends,

I do not know what is wrong with the sidebar gadget, but somehow the 'My friends' thoughts' column has gone crazy. Only Yushah Latif's link seems to appear available.

(nak pulak yg tu lekat kat situ :P haha)

I've edited a few times, and I think I still have to work a bit more on it. *dush3..tumbuk the new layout for causing me to face this kind of problem*

OK, till later, have a good day everyone!

Salam 'aleyk..

You can't bargain with the truth.

Salam and g'day everyone ^^,

Another video, from Yusuf Islam or formerly known as Cat Stevens.

He's one of my favs. His music is very relaxing and most importantly, that's how he conveys the message of peace. He's a very decent and polite man, I must say.

You can't bargain with the truth
'Cause whether you're right or you're wrong
We're gonna know what you've done
We're going to see where you belong - in the end

You can't bargain with the truth
Whether you are black or you're white
We're going to know who's right
We're going to see you in the light - in the end

O and every little thing you do
You'd better know it's coming back to you

You can't bargain with the truth
'Cause one day you're gonna die
And good's going high,
And evil's going down - in the end

You can't bargain with the truth
Whether you're old or young
We're going to see what you've done
There'll be nowhere else to run - in the end

You can't bargain with the truth
'Cause whether you're rich or you're poor
You're going to meet at the same door;
You're going to know the real score - in the end

And if you want to help your fellow man
You better start with what is in your hand

You can't bargain with the truth
'Cause whether you're right or you're wrong
We're going to know what you've done
We're going to see where you belong - in the end

You can't bargain with the truth;
'Cause if the world you chose
No further than your nose
Will be where the doors will close- in the end
You can't bargain with the truth
'Cause for those who were deceived
There'll be no reprieve
There'll be no time to believe - in the end

O and every little thing you do
You better know it's coming back to you

You can't bargain with the truth
'Cause one day you're gonna die
And good's going high,
And evil's going down - in the end

p/s : the new layout is bothering me. ahh.. but haven't got time to change balu pnya.. just have to bear with for quite some time.

jaa ne!

p/s no.2 :: hah! succeeded to change the layout! =D re-edited 12.24pm.

yeay!

Dear Mommy

Salam and g'day everyone ^^,

Thank you Mommy (^^,)

Thank you mommy for tidying up my room

Thank you for cold-sick cuddles

Thank you for letting me spill, 'coz it was just an accident (^__^)

my fav phrases from the video.

what a cute lil girl =)

She reminds me of my mom. A few random facts/stories about me and my mom =)

1.I remember when my mom cuddled me so tight while she's sleeping when I had fever, and then she had to bring me to the clinic in the middle of the night.

2.Mom loves to ask me to sleep in her arms. Even when I told her that I'm too big to be sleeping next to her. And she would tell Syarafi (my youngest brother) that I'm her baby, not him =)

3.Every Friday morning she would come into my room while I was still sleeping to sweep on the floor, and get rid of the garbage I had.

4.She would tell me stories about myself when I was tiny. She said I was a really chubby baby. She told me I was born on Monday, and I could walk when I was 10-month old, I could recite my ABC when I was 2 and a half, and how I took the carrots from the fridge and eat 'em raw.

5.She said I grow up so fast that it seems like I was born yesterday to her. And she even told me after 20, I won't be her baby anymore, that I would go to someone else and forget her.

6.She told me I got my chubby hands from her. (I told her that I blamed her for me being fat and short. haha..)

6.She told me to wear make-ups on my first date =)

7.She told me, among all of my friends and what not, she would only let Yushah drives her car.

8.She would call me on my mobile (while I was lazying in my room) just to tell me that dinner/lunch is ready.

9.She made a lot of sacrifices that I couldn't even mention or remember or notice.

She's being fun and sweet and supportive.

She's an enemy-turned-into-friend.

Despite all the fights we had, I would always cherish her, respect her, and love her, with everything that I have. Because I share half of my genes with her.

I might not be able to pay everything she did to me and my siblings, but I would surely try to be the best daughter for her. (err, lets make an exception with helping her with the house chores. hahaa~)

And also,

Thank you for loving me for-ever Mom!

I know it's a lil late to post sth about mother's day. but what to do, am not a real blogger =)

but I still wanna write sth about my beloved mommy

Have nice day!

p/s :: trying to write in red, coz it's my momma's fav colour =)

I wanna hear the angels sing =)

Another song. I'm just a music lover, not really a good writer =D (referring to the very few posts where I actually spent time 'writing')

I'm a sing-along type of listener. I love country music most of the time. For example the ones from Shania Twain or Taylor Swift.

This is a cool song from a Muslim singer, perhaps not a famous one. But I just have to love the effort they put in making the video =)

So, enjoy~ (macam hosting a show pulak. haha :P)

I wanna live in a land called paradise
I wanna go to the valley of the King
I wanna live in a land called paradise
Wanna see the birds fly and I wanna hear the angels


Sing the praises of my Lord so far above
As I move poetically with the struggle I fall in love
I look to the left I look to the right and all I gaze upon
Reveals the source of flowers rainbows and the dew at dawn
Some see before and some see in and some see after
I let my sight pierce the chains and see the master

(Chorus)

I wanna live in a land called paradise
I wanna go to the Valley of the King
I wanna live in a land called paradise
Wanna see the birds fly and I wanna hear the angels sing


So many times in my life I ask myself the question
What got me brought me into all this mess I’m swimming in
But pain is not and neither harm in the pool of bliss
So slap me with your hand or kiss me with your softest kiss
Tell me that you love me or that you don’t like me now
Tell me you invite me or that you don’t want me around
I won’t cry over a world that can’t change my life
I’ll put my money on what lies ahead in paradise

(Chorus)

I wanna live in a land called paradise
I wanna go to the Valley of the King
I wanna live in a land called paradise
Wanna see the birds fly and I wanna hear the angels sing


I try to do right and love my wife and trade and pray and talk
I can be anywhere doing anything and I’m mindful of God
I’m pleased in good and happy in harm and now I realize that I already live in a land called paradise

(Chorus)

I wanna live in a land called paradise
I wanna go to the valley of the king
I wanna live in a land called paradise
Wanna see the birds fly and I wanna hear the angels

I wanna live in a land called paradise
I wanna go to the valley of the king
I wanna live in a land called paradise
Wanna see the birds fly and I wanna hear the angels sing

Cool dude! =D

This is a cool video from a cool guy =D

I'm sure everyone will be stunned by his genius idea. I thot such a thing only existed in movies, or in labs. But he mentioned that he wanted to share this with the public. COoL~

Sure he can make a fortune out of this (^^,)

Hush lullaby

Hush lil baby
Pure and small
He created you
He created us all

Hush lil baby
Don't you fear
Whenever alone
When Allah's so near

Hush lil baby
Breathing so calm
He'll protect us all
and keep us from harm

Hush lil baby
Still and serene
You're a muslim
Islam's ur deen

Say what you need to say, he said.

agree to a certain extent.
been enjoying this song. I think the lyrics has a deep meaning (of which I do not know how to comment). I love listening to the music itself for this song. It sounds very light n easy.

Say - John Mayer.



Take all of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all of your so-called problems,
Better put 'em in quotations

Say what you need to say [x8]

Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you'd be better off instead,
If you could only ...

Say what you need to say

Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for giving over
You'd better know that in the end
Its better to say too much
Then never say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open

Say what you need to say


p/s : been enjoying music from Kina Grannis too - an indie artist, writes n sings her own songs =) pretty voice, very talented and yes, very beautiful too

A few merapu things?

I think a few weeks ago, Yushah asked me, 'ade entry baru ke?'. I was like, gosh, I forgot that I have a blog olredy~ haiiss.. (already knew this is coming. haha. not a real blogger here.)

I'm glad that finally Nazli dah ade fesbuk. (reminds me of Razi yg lmbt jgk. haha..)
I missed her a lot. =( Lie~~~ (haha, saje bunyi syahdu sket)

I'm a loser when it comes to studies. See? Instead of studying, I'm here writing a merapu entry. =P

Next merapu point.

My mug is empty. m gonna go get a refill in a moment.

Back.

I do not know if there are things in life I really love doing, and GOOD at it. =( (what is my hidden talent? suddenly this question pops up? haha..allow me. today is my merapu day)

Sipped my milo.

If only I know what's wrong with my eye. have this weird thing in my right eye.

I wish I could be better at studying. (T_T) I always adore people who can really sit and focus!

I would like to have a lasic surgery if I could. I dont like wearing glasses. I might break them. (happened few times before).

I call people when I stressed out. I enjoy talking. Even tho I do not know much of what I'm talking about. (yea, might have some problems with my nervous system =P) I just need a companion sometimes. Lets jump to my name.

Wiki ::

Samira (In Arabic سميرة Samira; also Sameera) is a traditional feminine Arabic name. It is the feminine form of Samir, meaning "friend of the night" (most common), or "morning star" (high Arabic), or "human of the night". The name also means "pleasant companion".

The original name was Semiramis, the ancient queen with her hanging gardens.

Less commonly, Samira is also a Hindu name, derived from the Sanskrit word meaning "gust of wind", or "cool breeze".

(cant find the exact meaning to Syamira. I think my parents 'flavoured' the name abit. So that it sounds better? Even tho the Czechs keep calling me - Siamira).

So, that's the relation of the word 'companion', and, my name.
Ya know, the proffesors could ask anything in the exams. So isn't it good to just relate everything? Haha again.

Yes, so, that's quite long oredy~

Sleepy-head.

m gonna go back to my 2-inches-thick Guyton a.k.a the bible of physiology.

Sipped my milo again.

Ta ta fer now.

End of entry.

Life is Wonderful - Jason Mraz

It takes a crane to build a crane
it takes two floors to make a storey
it takes an egg to make a hen
it takes a hen to make an egg

there is no end to what I’m saying

It takes a thought to make a word
and it takes some words to make an action
it takes some work to make it work
it takes some good to make it hurt
it takes some bad for satisfaction


la la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
and it takes a day to make you yawn brother

it takes some old to make you young
it takes some cold to know the sun
it takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
but it takes you years to know what love is
and it takes some fears to make you trust

it takes those tears to make it rust
it takes the dust to have it polished (Yeah)

ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful

ah la la la it is so (and it’s so)

It takes some silence to make sound
and it takes a loss before you found it
and it takes a road to go nowhere
it takes a toll to make you care
it takes a hole to make a mountain


ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful

ah la la la la la
it is so wonderful
it is so meaningful
it is so wonderful
it is meaningful
it is wonderful
it is meaningful
it goes full circle
wonderful
meaningful
full circle

A blog award? Never heard of it~

In the name of The Almighty...

Was tagged by 'Aliah a looong time ago. Didn't have time to, tp skrg rse nk buat la. takley nak study physio neyy~~
just had a cup of coffee, which will surely make my head go spinning tomolo~ so, here it goes =) 1. Copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda. -dah-

2. Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini:
- 5? byk jgk tu. baru knal pn bdk ni =) I'll try, see how far I can go ;)

a) She is my best friend's good friend. (good is not enough i think. haha~) my best friend's consultant?? =P or my best friend's best fren?

b) She is of Dutch's descent.

c) She wants to go to Hungary some time in the future =)

d) I think she's someone who believes in herself, she believes in what she wants to do. She seems like it.

e) An outspoken person. I think she's a brave and strong girl =)
Maybe that's why my bf (best friend) is close to her.

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima ward seterusnya:
-byk jugek 10~
a) Coffee and I never get along well.
b) I love horse-riding because that's the time when I can feel my dad really loves me, and the horse. Actually I love seeing him with the animals, such an animal-lover. =) 'my ayah's macho time'. haha
c) I am afraid of cats. What more, dogs. I don't care when people say, kalo xsyg binatang mmg bukan org yg penyayang. Couldn't care less.
d) A needle-phobic. I read in an article, this can cause death. It is characterized by the vasovagal reflex (fainting). The heart can stop (blood pressure drops). Yea, that's what my aunt said after she withdrew my blood last time. She couldn't feel my pulse. Yea, fainted each and everytime I got an injection. Like never failed to faint? =P
e) I said I love blue & green. but I buy pink & purple stuff instead. Hate it.
f) I tend to hate things, when people I dont like, like them.
g) I seek revenge. If I cannot punch that person in the face, I'll go and punch the wall. Oucch!!
h) A messy-girl. Jatuh longkang in front of the crowds, laugh out very loud, meja study is a whole lotta mess, jatuhkan makanan stiap kali mkn. ( I don't have a spinocerebellar disease, do I?? na'uzubillah...)
i) A very picky person. I can go to the mall not buying anythin if I don't like them.
j) after writing all these, nothing in me I found interesting. =S
Can't I just write somethin positive about me?

4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka:
a) Zainab a.k.a Jane - penulis tetap blog. now I give somethin for u to write. ;P tag only 1 person, can aa??

Dreams.

Bad dreams, they are here again.

Like they are always there. Shouldn't think much huh?

Sometimes dreams are not only meant for sleeping, that's what I always think.


For 2 years now, I think I have some problems with sleeping. We don't get along well.
Even tho I love to sleep.

Any help? =S

Not just another story =)

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful...

Rusna shared these couple of vids from utube. MashaAllah...
I just had a very bad dream last night. Perhaps I shouldn't call it bad, maybe it's a warning dream. sebab da banyak sgt lagha kan... (T_T)
haihh....sometimes we stray along the way...
come on, get back on the right track!

Let's watch this funny vid by Brother Abu Bakr Ruben.
It made me laugh a lot, and almost shed my tears.
Reaaallly worth the watch. Please, watch this, =) (like begging, please, please....hehe)

Enjoy the show peeps!



It's funny how many times he said 'I'm a dead man'.
It's funny how he asked for the signs from God.

But these two really strike me right to the bottom of my heart. He said :
-while reading it (the Qur'an), it wasn't as I was reading a story, it was as I was reading someone commanding, someone giving me guidance.
-'For those of you who ask for signs, have We not shown you enough already. Look around you, look at the stars, look at the sun, look at water, these are the signs for people of knowledge.'

Subhanallah...

May Allah bless all of us, and show us the right path...

3 days altogether

In the name of the Almighty...

waah, weekend yang sangat best. Let's summarize the events for the past 3 days =) started from Friday, to Sunday!

Friday:
Siang hari, dengan penuh jerit perih, otazký(the final exams answer scripts) dengan gagahnya cuba disiapkan, supaya malam yang best dapat dinikmati! hahaha....our GDO never failed to be entertaining!

ops, sebelah petang went to accompany Neby n Jenab beli adiah untuk speakers n for the winners for the Medical Career Day. Pening jugak nak pilih2 hadiah...adeh3...camana nak pilih hantaran nih...(hahahha, weyh berangan banyak). abaikan2...

'My Bloody Valentine' was a great movie =) the 3D effects rocked!!

yea, this cute, hot guy appeared to be a psycho?? life's never been perfect. so, okay.

Saturday:
It's the Medical Career Day. The programme was ok, loved it - especially the berlakun part. haha! People were hillarious, had a lot fun doing that too =D

the best part - we won! (haha, jadi nurse pun kira ok la kan.)
credit to the groupmates : Syifa, Aslina(the patient), Ijti, Ajohn(the husband), Mail(the intern), KB(the doctor), Hanif.
xsangka diorang2 nih terel belakun...geli usus dibueknyo

I was glad sbb the day before I went to beli those barang2 pemenang dgn Jenab n Neby. I joked, 'eh, biar aku pilih adiah tempat pertama. esok aku nak amek ni'. thank you Lord for granting my wish =)

Sunday: It's a bright sunny day, the weather was on our side. It was beautiful. =) We went for a boat ride. (tapi kayuh2). What a great day! sangat, sangat, sangat best main bot tu. Looking at those pics make me wanna smile over and over and over again! ! yeay! Alhamdulillah... 5 great people went together - Jenab, Zizi, As, Bob n Me =) sebab capasity satu boat adalah 4 org, jadi kami split kpd 2 boats =S walaupun niat di hati nak naik sume sama2, nampaknye, kne sewa speedboat la plak kalo nak. hua3.... tema wajib : swan kami yang gembira :


kaki yang tak berapa mengayuh: lepas tu kasut basah sket, selam dalam air. hahaha...I found water is very tempting. ;)
reaksi santai mereka =)

Helped Bob to capture some pics. walaupun xde la best sgt hasilnye. ahemmm...xde polarizer la katakan....hahaha....(my excuse) best jugak main jalan2 atas bot nih. seb baek x jatuh...life jacket pon tarakk...hahha....


Wasn't really the right moment to capture this duck flying. But you can see the water splash =)
Satu lagi experience best, tengok itik2 mendarat dengan machonya di atas sungai. Macam flight landing, tapi ni sangat2 macho. haa... Subhanallah...
tapi xsempat amek gambar, sbb mereka sangat cekap. =(

bumped into Nicoletta (right) - my classmate!! looks like she's enjoying her Sunday evening too =) nice Vltava!

Thanks people for a great, great day! saaaayyyyaanngg u guys! hik3...bak kata Jijimon, mcm family outing. hoyeah2...

oh ye, lupa plak, masa kayuh2 tu jumpe jenazah itik yang tersemadi jasadnye di tengah2 Vltava river. Poor itik. May she rest in peace....

Time nak mendarat, saya telah melakukan aksi-hampir-merbahaya yang boleh menyebabkan saya kelemasan. hahha...ape laaa....aiyoyooy....xpe, I love water anyway. haha! (now I can say this. mentang2 la tak jadi ape2)

Last but not least,
Beautiful evening in a beautiful place. Life's beautiful =)

BGT =)

I usually do not like any reality shows, e.g Akademi Fantasia, Malaysian Idol, bla3...

but somehow I think Britain's Got Talent is somewhat different =) the contestants do not only sing. They can perform any talents they think they have, and the winner will have the chance to perform in front of the Queen. That sounds prestigious, isn't it?

Here are some of my favourites from this week's show =)



Notice when Simon was about to hit the button, and suddenly this beautiful voice comes out of Hollie. I think this part is funny. (^^,) Adorable, isn't she?


This one climbs to the top of my chart. They are really, really cool. Gosh, I can feel the hormone-rush(not sure which hormone tho, haha!) each time I watch this. Simon loved this as well. His approval is one of the hard ones to get. Cool, aren't they?

I also loved the performance from Shaheen Jafargholi from last week's show =)

From where you are - Lifehouse

I dedicate this song to all people that I miss. (haha, like they are reading this).

Performed by Jason Wade, a member of a band named Lifehouse. Mr. Wade was inspired to write the song by the death of a 16-year-old friend in an auto accident.

so, here you go =)



So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you
So far away from where you are
Standing underneath the stars
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things I never thought that they’d mean everything to me
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

I feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face
Just know that wherever you are
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they’d mean everything to me
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here


sekian untuk hari ini =)

p/s : me happy Kelantan made it to finals. walaupun banyak mendengar anasir2 tidak best. hue3....it's ok, yokatta ne~ =)